i'll be your best kept secret

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 03:06:03 GMT

http://www.livejournal.com/users/kiss_my_elbows/

good weekend.

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 23:56:13 GMT

this has been a good weekend so far. i went to veras yesterday with her and marisa. we just pranked our hearts out as childish as that sounds it was the most hilarious thing ever.

so vera tries pranking our friend tyler and pretending to be his ex with a manly voice but she starts cracking up so she hands the phone to me but before she was like hey tyler its kya

then when i get the phone i do a deep voice and im like "hey tyler sorry its kya give me a call back ok hunny."
but then i hear laughing. so im like oh...your on the phone and start dying so i have to hang up. hahaha.

then i called one of these guys vera used to like. and his friend picks up and i was like hey can i talk to ___. and hes like hes babysitting his sister. and i was like HE DOESNT HAVE A SISTER. and hes like how well do you know him? and i was like lets just say im webster and hes the dictionary.

our best one yet was vera pretending to be someone but im not gonna go into that for the safety of people.

blow

a

kiss

it took me a million tries to get that. then finally i decided screw it next one im keeping and it was that. sorry its horrible.

wowzahs

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 01:57:38 GMT

this spring break has been..ok? i guess so. i just have been hanging out with friends and relaxing the whole time. he came home last night and hasnt been online or anything so i dont know whats going on. i really want to hang out with him but on another note like in legally blonde...

those are my new babies i love them.

and i'll never make that face again sorry.

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 00:48:34 GMT

just got back from a day at seaside. bought a bathing suit and saw some animals. boring stuff.

happy spring break tho.

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 05:56:03 GMT

i stayed home sick and watched mr.rogers.

highlight of my life.

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 20:13:28 GMT

psh. nothing in my life. except for the fact that bowie and i made about 10 videos yesterday. greatest thing ever. along with watching disney mania dvd with raven getting sandwiched by tajh mowry and orlando brown. they were all up in that. and her ltitle brother is the greatest invention to earth. too many good times.

..your palms are sweaty.
haha.

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 23:22:15 GMT

well yesterday was a great day. went to lloyd center with bowie and trevor. and then i went to my house picked up shivani and went to the game. we won! then over to veras for alyssas little get together. that was fun stuff. and today i dunno maybe movies? who knows.

i know your all wondering what i look like without braces so..

the silver thing to my right was spinning around so bo made me spin too

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 19:11:36 GMT

yay i got my braces off. things have been going great for me lately and i have no clue why? i think im interested in someone. and its really weird. ahh i dunno. going downtown with bo today then at veras for a little get together. and tomorrow movies with tyler, alex, shivani and carissa yay.

too bad im too stupid to figure out crest whitestrips. i had them in and they fell off and i didnt put them in right and i was confused. then i was talking with a lisp it was a diaster.

oh well. peace homies.

geez

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 23:50:00 GMT

sorry i dont write as much as i used to. im gonna start again its just hard and i wish i could post pictures that are cool and all that stuff but my mom wont give me the camera until i get the money back that someone owes me for it.

anyways since its valentines day i decided to do a special edition of my livejournal.

now some of you lucky few out there have someone to spend valentines day with. me on the other hand havent had that someone for 15 years of my life. love is an excuse to get hurt. but i cant help but want that guy to spend it with. these past days i have moped around thinking about my first love. then i watched the notebook today which made me think even harder. i've been crying my eyes out for days and only i know why. i miss him basically. he came to me..did you know that? he had the nerve to talk to me and tell me he missed me and wanted me and his girlfriend didn't know he was doing this. HA thats one word i have to say to that. oh and BULL SHIT. i was good though no worries because to him i know he was just playing one big joke. just like always. just for laughs. maybe she would fall for it this time? yeah i didn't. but i dont know if he was joking. he never said. and i will never know and leave it in the back of my mind forever. thats what hit me hard. i cried thinking mabye he wasnt joking? i let my hopes get so high. then today i when i saw the notebook i just balled my eyes out more. thinking about their relationship. it was like ours. we constantly fought and argued about everything. yet we had that one thing in common. the one thing that kept us together. we were crazy about each other. we were in love. well of course i also fell in love with a guy who ended up not caring and not like noah sooo it went down the drain. and here i am reflecting on it because one its valentines day and two the day we started going out is approaching. i write all of this in here because i needed to get it off my chest. and i not a lot of people i know read this from my school that know me. and the people that do..i trust. at least this is the first time ive thought about him in awhile and i have told myself im ready to move on. i just need to get all that off my chest to make the next step. so there it was. now bring it on.
hope everyone else had a good one.

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 04:36:56 GMT

sorry about this gap. i wanted to wait till i got the pics back from bowie and i downtown but her being so cool deleted almost al lof them when they were hot stuff. man whatta whore.

more to come later.

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 06:55:11 GMT

school this week was interesting. on wednesday we lost to hillsboro and i had to wait half an hour for them to be done because they couldnt put the mat back but then joe gave me a ride and we were gonna go to coldstone but it was closed. on friday it was freaking funny in math class wooow i love that. and on friday we played jesuit and won ALL the games. the game was kinda upsetting at some points but a lot of people went and we had a good crowd. then on saturday i lounged around until kala came over and chilled and that was great. then today i hung out at home and was gonna hang out javid but that didnt work out so i went ot the movies with shivani greg vera and tyler parker. we saw coach carter and i liked it and i like robert ri'chard. he was the coaches son and he was soooo hot. now im home and vera is asleep already but thats no suprise and here are some pictures for your enjoyment

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 02:35:51 GMT

dont feel like updating cuz i feel really sick

we beat aloha for girls basketball and we got ot hang out with the aloha guys and that was fun

on saturday wrestling tournament at the hoop and that was so freaking funny. and i love my boy. then afterwards me and vera chilled with some of the wrestlers went to dinner and pool and that was fun.

thats all you get suckas.

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 01:54:18 GMT

i can honestly say yesterday was definitely one of the best days of my life! for confidentualty i shall not say names and post him as Big Bird since that is his codename.

so if your my friend you know im in LOVE with big bird and the whole sign thing and yeah. so kala was like hey did you like your sign? and hes like yeah! and smiled at me. then hes like do you need a ride later? and i was like umm sure. so then at the meet we have small talk and then i have to take stats. when i get back i sit in front of him and his legs were spread really open so i was like can you close your legs? and hes like sure wanna lay on the bakc of them? and i was like uh ok! so i was up against his legs closed in so it could support my back. then he went to get food and when he came back he sat NEXT to me instead and of course with my luck i had to go take stats in the middle of when we were talking. when i got back tho he did that leg thing and asked if i wanted to listen to his ipod. sublime, good stuff. and just we did little flirty things like that and i LOVED it. then when we came back he gave me kala and rory a ride but i got SHOTGUN holler haha. and when he got to my house (i have a steep driveway) he was like be safe up that driveway damn its steep. haha. and yup that was my glorious night and i didnt see him today tho :( so i couldnt talk more and OH YEAH he was mad at me cuz i wrote i love you on his AND rorys so he didnt feel special aww poor thing. but tomorrow at school im definitely talking to him. now i dont like Big Bird because he is a HUGE flirt and i dont know alot about him now but if we talked more and stuff it could be possible but who really knows right?

well thanks for letting me spill
hope you guys are having as much luck as i am
<333

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 04:28:15 GMT

too lazy to post pictures if you REALLY wanna see them (dont blame you their so hot) go to

www.picturetrail.com/melave

thank you for your time.

i love BB kala loves LB and vera loves BBB but shes been bailing on him lately.

but today was the best day for Big Bird aw snap i cant wait for his repsonse tomorrow :D haha.

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 05:08:22 GMT

holy shit. yesterday was the funniest day of my life with vera. first she came over around 1 and then we got ready and went to see fat albert. stupid movie but lots of hot black guys in it so of course i was in heaven. then we came home and took HOT pictures because we were looking fine that day. and i dunno the things we did and said all night we would almost pee our pants laughing it was amazing.

i'll post pics later the site is being a douche

speaking of douches i know a huge one right now :D
you are a lying effer and i hate your guts.
so how does that feel?

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 19:56:47 GMT

gilkurtis credit for the icon.

rachel bilson is beautiful. i idolize that girl.

**********Firstly*************
1. Starting Time: 12:16pm

2. Full Name: Melanie Bess Weisman

*****FRIENDS******
3 Best Friend: vera
4. Sexiest Friend: well hes not my friend i just "know" him and damn hes sexy!
5. Funniest Friend: vera
6. Smartest Friends: rory is pretty damn smart
7. Dumbest Person: shelby or me
8. Shyest Friend: no shy friends
9. Most boring/annoying person: no boring ones but annoying oh god i cant name
10. Get Advice From: tyler gives me the hard truth and vera because well duh shes my best friend
11. Most desperate friend: not naming

******GENERAL******
11. Height : 5’4
12. DOB: september 14th,1989
13. Righty/Lefty : lefty
14. Eye colour: hazel
15. Shoe Size : no comment

16. Shoe Brand: pumas
17. Do you crack any Body Parts: toes i can crack them over and over again and sometimes my fingers
19. Siblings: broha
20. Email Addy: missmelly0914@netscape.net
21. Boyfriend/girlfriend: not at the moment
22. Crush: dont really like anyone right now
23. Liked a Teacher: mr.vanfleet is the hottest teacher i have ever seen
24. Killed Someone: all the time im a hitwoman.
26. Ate a Tub of Ice Cream: nope
27. Ran Into a Glass Door: hahah nope
29. Gone Skinny Dipping: maybay
30. Gotten hit/nearly hit by a car: i ran into a car with my bike once it wasnt a moving car but i walked off with some war scars
31. Ran into a parked car: hahah yeah read above

******Girls Fill Out About Guys******
35. Boxers or Briefs: boxers
36. Tall or Short : Tall
38. Six-pak or Muscular Arm: six pack
39. Body or Personality: Personality
40. Ear Pierced or Not: eh to be hoenst im not that big of a fan of the ear piercing on guys except cartledge is a HOT
41. Sporty or Outdoorsy: sporty
42. Good Guy or Bad Guy: a mix of both
43. Light Hair/ Dark Hair: dark

******Which One is Better******
59. coke or pepsi? coke
60. K.F.C or Mcdonalds? mickey ds
61. Cats or Dogs: dogs
62. Coffee or Tea: coffee
63. Eastside or westside: born on the eastside but i live on the westside so both
64. Vanilla or chocolate: swirl
65. Cake or Cookies: cake
67. Sunset or Sunrise: sunset
68. Day or Night: night
69.Lights on or off: Off
70. Summer or Winter: summer

*****Your Favorite******
71. Food: italian
72. Destination : hmm i dunno
73. Singer/band: i dont have ONE favorite. but i love maroon 5 with all my heart and will stay loyal to them.
74. Radio Station : 94.7
75. Place: my room

***** In The Future*****
76. Will you believe in God? i dunno maybe?
77. What you want to be when older? actress or magazine editor

******Random Questions******
78. Define Love: love is a many splendid thing all you need is love
79. Where Were You Born? margate city,NJ
80. Favorite Place To Be Kissed? in the rain
81. Favorite day(s) of the week: saturday
82. Bedtime: whenever
84.Satan or God or atheist: god?

**********Love questions:***************
85. Do you love someone right now? not really
86. Do you care about someone? yeah
87. Do you think of someone everyday? yup
88. Who is the person you're thinking of right now? vera we just got off the phone

***********Lastly*************

89. What do you feel like your name is now? um the same name i hadwhen this all started?
90. Time ended? 12:32pm

man here i go again.

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 18:43:51 GMT

im getting bad at this again. but you cant blame since its winter break and im out and about a lot? but florida was..alright. it was just hard cuz i had to look at my grandpa in the hosptial stay with my grandma who recently just went pretty much blind and hear about that stuff happening in asia since my brother is in thailand right now. 100,000 people dead. you dont even know how i feel we wanted him to come home early but now hes not and it just scares me to death.

on a lighter note i'll just say last night was fun. me, ve, and shelby went to this party with aloha guys and marisa, adriane, angel and ariel were all there too. and we stayed and watched the ball dropped and just chilled the whole time and i got to meet a lot of new people which is always good. we left around 12:40 and i just came home and talked online...TILL 3. damn i havent stayed up that long in so long. this school year i usually fall asleep around 12. haha what a party pooper. so that felt like old times when i used to talk to a certain someone on the phone till like 3 or 4. oh god what am i doing? i dont even know. my life is just so...stupid? haha to sound like a little kid right now. i thot being single would be fun and i would get a lot from it but the moment i am i want a boyfriend again. grrr i hate the boy life.

oh well happy new years!

I'LL MISS YOU ALL!!!!

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 05:22:43 GMT

IN FLORIDA TILL NEXT TUESDAY
MERRY CHRISTMAS
HAPPY HOLIDAYS
<3

not in the mood to update

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 08:11:45 GMT

heres a survey cuz i dont wanna update
i had fun tonight tho with my girls at the gift exchange! and just ahhh life is weird right now so here ya go

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...
01. CRIED: yeah
02. BOUGHT SOMETHING: yup
03: GOTTEN SICK: yeah my throat hurts
04: SANG: yup who doesnt
05. EATEN: that would be kinda bad if i hadnt
06. BEEN KISSED: wendy kissed my forehead tongiht :D
07. FELT STUPID: of course
08. WANTED TO TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVED THEM: no not lately
09. MET SOMEONE NEW: i finally met the person i wanted to and we actually talked today :D
10. MOVED ON, FROM A GIRL: not from a girl friend no
11. TALK TO AN EX: yup
12. MISSED AN EX: not so much anymore with the person i had been missing but i miss the feeling of the old one :(
13. TALK TO SOMEONE YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON: a little thing for i guess.
14. HAD A SERIOUS TALK: yeah
15. MISSED SOMEONE: yeah
16. HUGGED SOMEONE: yup
17. FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS: not really
18. DREAMED ABOUT SOMEONE YOU CANT BE WITH: OH YES HAVE THEM ALL THE TIME!

SOCIAL LIFE.
01. BEST GIRL FRIEND: vera
02. BEST GUY FRIEND: i lost all my good guy friends but i am talking to tyler again which is good
03. BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND: just ended
04. HAVE NO CURRENT DATING PARTNER: i guess so
05. HOBBIES: music and stuff
06. PAGER: no?
07. ARE YOU THE CENTER OF ATTENTION OR THE WALL FLOWER: i like to have attention

08. WHAT TYPE OF CAR DO YOU DRIVE: nothing yet, i still need the permit
09. WHAT TYPE DO YOU WISH YOU DROVE: a red jeep wrangler my dream!
10. WOULD YOU RATHER BE WITH FRIENDS OR ON A DATE: both!
11. WHERE ARE THE BEST HANG OUTS: anywhere i can have fun
12. DO YOU HAVE A JOB: not really i used to work for my parents alot
13. DO YOU ATTEND CHURCH: id be jewish
14. DO YOU LIKE BEING AROUND PEOPLE: not a lot of people but people yes

=PERSONAL.=
01. WHO IS YOUR ROLE MODEL: audrey hepburn

02. WHAT IS SOME OF YOUR PET PEEVES: feet, annoyingness, saying your pet peeve is someting but not ((WOW SO TRUE FOR SOMEONE))
03. HAVE YOU EVER LIKED SOMEONE YOU HAD NO CHANCE WITH: yeah
04. HAVE YOU EVER CRYED OVER THE OPPOSITE SEX: oh boy of course
05. DO YOU HAVE A TYPE OF PERSON YOU ALWAYS GO AFTER: no they change but their usually tall for some reaosn?
06. HAVE YOU EVER LIED TO YOUR BEST FRIENDS: yeah
07. EVER WANTED TO GET REVENGE ON SOMEONE BECAUSE THEY HURT YOU: all the time!
08. WOULD YOU RATHER BE THE DUMPER OR BE DUMPED: either as long as its done and its suppose to be done
09. RATHER HAVE RELATIONSHIPS OR HOOK UP: right now im just looking to hook up :D
10. WANT SOMEONE YOU DONT HAVE RIGHT NOW: aww yes
11. EVER LIKED YOUR BEST GIRL/GUY FRIEND: yup well at first we werent best friends and just liked each other but then we became best friends/likers

12. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: yes
13. DO YOU HAVE KIDS: not at the moment no
14. DO YOU BELIEVE IN PSYCHICS: i dunno what do you mean by physics?
15. DO YOU BELIEVE YOU KNOW THE PERSON WHO YOU WILL MARRY: hahah i hope it to be adam levine but thats just a dream
16. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PART OF YOUR APPEARANCE: i couldnt tell you
17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PART OF YOUR EMO BEING: my emotions haha

18. ARE YOU HAPPY WITH YOURSELF: depends
19. ARE YOU HAPPY WITH YOUR LIFE: not at this rate
20. IF YOU COULD CHANGE SOMETHING IN YOUR LIFE RIGHT NOW WHAT WOULD IT BE: for someone to just leave my life and just go live somewhere and never get online and discounnect their phone

IF YOUR BEST FRIEND BECAME FAMOUS, WOULD YOU TELL NATIONAL NEWSPAPERS STORIES ABOUT THEM FOR A GOOD PRICE: no!
WHY IS YOUR IDOL YOUR IDOL?: becauses shes a beautiful and wonderful person and did a lot of not just herself but the world.

OUT OF ALL YOUR EX'S WHO HAS HURT YOU THE MOST AND WHY: jonny because of the shit that he said afterwards and that it was a long relationship so it hurt to end it

DO YOU THINK IT'S BETTER TO BE LOUD OR QUIET: not to loud and not to quiet
ARE YOU LOUD OR QUIET: depends where i am and who im with
DO YOU FANCY ANYONE YOU WORK WITH: um i dont work unless you count school and since when are we in england?
IS THE WORLD A GOOD PLACE: not with george bush running it

HOW WOULD YOU CHANGE YOUR SELF, LOOKS WISE: face and body

MORE IMPORTANT - MONEY OR LOVE: love is a many splendid thing all you need is love
DO YOU RESPECT YOUR ELDERS: yeah i guess
NAME 2 PEOPLE YOU LOVE: psh i love to much
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORURITE SEASON: summer
WORST CHAT UP LINE: kewl lolz, just adding z's in general
IS THERE ANOTHER PLANET YOU WOULD LIKE TO LIVE ON: no cuz their are aliens on those plants and im not gonna deal with that
WOULD YOU DO A JOB YOU REALLY HATED FOR A GOOD WAGE: yeha money is money
WHO DO YOU LUST AFTER IN SHOWBIZ: adam levine and ashton kutcher droooool
ARE YOU A DAY DREAMER: yeah i get sidetracked alot

updatizzle

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 05:23:49 GMT

Friday-went home with kaci and we went to every basketball game possible and also won every one of them. we beat westview by like 20 points each time but on varisty we beat them by about 50. thats what you get when yours 1st in state, 9th in nation baby! then i spent the night at her house and we watched some NOGGIN then hung out and watched dodgeball but we both fell asleep so the next morning we watched it again and then i left. WE WERE FINALLY REUINTED!

Saturday-got ready real fast then went with my mom downtown. i got a lotta clothes from buffalo exchange which were really cute and the nwent to the cafe. i ate some lunch with my brother then he took me home and he went to play basketball. then matt bula picked me up and took me over to jeffs for his bday party. we watched tv and movies basicalyl the whole time but it was still fun. unfortunately some things happened and me and jeff are no longer together...for now. i just need some time and then im sure we wil lbe back together but for now i just need a little break because i didnt want to hurt him or myself anymore.

Sunday-i had to get some community service done so i went to this jewish thing with my dad. we had to solicitate people and thank them for pledges. it was all jewish people i felt like i was home at israel. haha sorry wow im cool. then i came home and did some chores and homewokr and waited for my brother to pick me up and go to the mall to get the parentals some presents cuz tonight was the gift exchange. when we got home we had a big dinner and i got open all my presents. i got an acoustic guitar ((favorite gift)) an ipod ((FINALLY!!)), clothes and some money. so i think i made out pretty well. :D

Monday-school day as usual. thank god nothing was awkward. OMG BEST THING THAT COULD EVER HAPPEN TO ME ..DID!! i love you kala wow i love your connections! i came to school alte tho cuz i accidently set my alarm for 6:30PM. wow im smart. classes as usual. i love shivani and our lunch dates. and wow it was an all around good day. after school me and vera and kala cleaned mats then me and ve went to PALS for yet again more community service. only 8 more hours to go thank god! then afterwards we made a dash to my orthodontist and he told me i have one more appointment then the one after that i get my braces off! yay 2 more months about then im BRACESFREE!!! then afterwards we ate fast and went to dance with kala and shelby but since they are quitters vera and i finished up the class and now im home about to do some homework cuz i had NO time. yay for guitar lessons with michael. ireally need them so far im just strumming away.

SORRY for the longess. hope yo ucan understand. <333

oh wowzahs

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 05:14:36 GMT

well i just now got my pictures from bo. unfortunately you dont get an update because i dont feel like it. but i for once have a FREE weekend because i dont have to do wrestling this weekend. which is sad but also good so i can actually sleep.

the famous phonebooth

some street downtown

if my model shot was to stand in front of a phone book with the book in my hand and the phone to my ear this is the face and pose i would make hahaha wow so cool

and then bowie's dorky self

if you would like to make a call please hang up or deposit 50 cents thank you.

from our vintage store holy crap i loved that place!

a thinking shot

yummy scarf

yay for my new necklace and coolio shirt you cant see...yet.

now theres the shirt from goodwill 3 bucks baby!

WHOA look at them eyes

yay for pocahantas wow another goodwill buy for 3 bucks

dont ask why im so cool i couldnt tell you.

thats all for now i will give you an update on my life soon enough.

she takes off her dress now baaaby

Sat, 04 Dec 2004 03:49:33 GMT

the wrestling thingy was silly. kala and vera are silly. and we won yay! i have a tournament tomorrow at 6:30 in the morning YES SCORE! grrr. then shelbys birthday party. finals are finally OVER. and i know for sure i got an A in science. lets just hope the rest are that good. today me and bo had an adventure maybe i'll get the pics from her they were great. we went downtown to eat at my parents restuarant for lunch since we got out of school at 11. then we went to nordstrom and pioneer place. we really really wanted some vintage stuff tho so we went to the 21st-23rd area and found a cute little vintage shop and got cool necklaces. then we went to GOOD WILL BABY! haha i got a pochahontas and this nasa shirt. sooo cool.

now heres a survey

1*What time is it: 7:30 pm
2*Todays Date: December 3, 2004
3*Name: Melanie
4*Gender: Female
5*Age: 15
6*Birthday: September 14, 1989
7*Siblings(age,sex): William 24
8*Parents: Barbara and Bob
9*Nieces: nope
10*Nephews: nope
11*School: Southridge
12*School colors: cardinal red, black and gold
13*Car: i wish
14*Car color: i want a red jeep wrangler
15*Eye color: hazel
16*Hair Color:brown
17*Hair Length: a little bit longer than my shoulders
18*Weight: good enough
19*Height: 5'4"
20*Skin(pale white,tan,dark,black): white
21*what are you wearing as of now: jeans and a white zipup with a hood and a black zipup under with a white shirt under all of that
22*Are you wearing make-up? yeah
23*Did you take a shower today? in the morning
24*Pets(names,kind): 2 dogs named bonnie and sophie
25*What are you drinking right now? nothing
26*Do you smoke? no
27*If so, what do you smoke? i dont smoke
28*Do you have a car, or is it your parents? not 16 yet
29*Are you listening to music? yeah.
30*If so, what song, and who is it by? Mr.Brightside - The Killers
31*What are your screen names? Miss Melly 0914
32*Crush: my boyfriend
33*Person you want to go out with:i am going out with the person i want to
34*Dating anyone? yeah
35*If so, who? jeff
36*How long? almost 2 weeks
37*who asked who out? he did
38*Are you in love? not yet
39*Are you a virgin? why? yup
40*How far have you been with a guy/girl? :-X
41*How far would you go just to be with the person you crushed? psh they should go after me
42*Are you a little devil, or a sweet little innocent ANGEL? in the middle
43*Who’s your best friend? vera is my top best but then i have many others
44*Why is she/he your best friend? because we're so opposite but think so much alike and have been best friends since 1st grade
45*What's your perfect dream date like? adam levine
46*Who would it be with? adam levine
47*where would you go? his bed
48*What kind of music do you listen to? rock, alternative, emo, and some rap
*************YES OR............NO*****************
49*Shy: no
50*Outgoing: yes
51*Ugly: no comment
52*Pretty: no comment
53*Beautiful: AH I DONT KNOW IM LOW IN CONFIDENCE OK
54*Loveable: i can be
55*Sensitive: sometimes
56*Nerdy: i have that side of m
57*Geek: not really
58*Playa: ive cheated before but it doesnt make me a playa
59*Playa hater: nah dawg
60*Tall: no
61*Short: somewhat.
62*Only Child: no
63*Cheated on a test: yeah who hasnt
64*Did someone else's homework: no but vera did mine once cuz she wanted to
65*let someone act like you on the phone: it was mutual
66*asked out your crush: no ive never asked out a guy
67*Split up a relationship: yeah but he didnt tell me he had a girlfriend..we ended up being together for a long time
68*Drove a car: yes
69*Road a roller coaster: yes i love them
70*Chickened out on a roller Coaster: never
71*Went to a concert: yes
72*Went to the beach: yes
73*Been to an Ocean: yes
74*Called your boyfriend a jerk: not my current boyfriend
75*Made fun of your best friend: for fun
76*said you loved someone when you really didn't: nope
77*Said you loved someone and you meant it: yeah
78*Kissed someone: yes.
79*Went out on a date, just you and him/her: ...eh kinda

*********FAVORITES************
80*Color: red
81*Flower: rose
82*Car: jeep wrangler, hummer and escalade
83*Drink: coke
84*Day: friday
85*Song: i could never name it
86*CD: see above ^
87*person: dont have one
88*Star: ashton kutcher, audrey hepburn and adam levine
89*Actor: ashton kutcher
90*Actress: audrey hepburn
91*Movie: napolean dynamite and then many others
92*Singer(s): adam levine
93*Rapper(s): kayne west
94*Boyfriend/Girlfriend: :-x
95*Music Video: hmm good question
96*Radio Station(s): 94.7, 97.1
97*TV Show: MTV shows and the OC
98*friend at school: psh
99*Animal(s): dog
100*School(elementary, Jr High, High school): high school
101*Boy Name(s): ashton, aubrey, zach
102*Girl Name(s): taylor
103*pet Name(s): hmm i dunno

**************Friends*********************
104*COOLEST CAR: uhh ryans car it has subs
105*BEST HOUSE: good question.
106*SHORTEST TEMPER: hahaha prolly me
107*MOST TALENT: i dunno theyre all talented in their own ways
108*FUNNYEST TRACK RECORD:...what?
109*WEIRDEST TASTE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: shelby and vera
110*ODDEST SENSE OF HUMOR: no one relaly
111*DIRTYEST MIND: haha me or vera
112*MOST UNUSUAL IDEAS: vera or bo
113*CRUSH/BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND:uh what
114*IS THERE A SONG THAT REMINDS YOU OF THEM: im confused with where this is going
115*DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR EX BF/GF: hahahah yeah right not the last one
116*BEST GIRL FRIENDS: vera, shelby, bo, marisa, kaci, samantha, etc
117*BEST GUY FRIENDS: wow its funny how i basically lost them all
118*WHY ARE YOU SUCH GOOD FRIENDS, AND HOW DID YOU GET TO BE SUCH GOOD FRIENDS: sdjalda
120*COULD YOU TELL THEM ANYTHING: yeah
121*WHY/NOT: --
122*DO YOU TRUST THEM: most of them

123*OUT OF ALL YOUR FRIENDS, WHO IS THE:
124*SHORTEST: claire
125*TALLEST: hmm marisa?
126*FUNNYEST: they all are
127*SWEETEST: ^
128*MOST TRUSTED: vera
129*TRUSTING: all the best ones
130*ADVISER: marisa
131*ADVISEE: what?
132*MOST PERFECT: their all wonderful
133*MOST INSECURE: prolly me
134*SMARTEST: hmm
135*DUMBEST/BLONDEST: shelby
136*HORNYEST: HAHA ME MARISA AND VERA
137*HONEST: i hope they all are honest

***************Which One??*****************
138*Car OR jeep: jeep
139*Sweet and ugly OR Rude and Hot: wow toughy
140*Tall OR short: tall
141*Long hair in the summer OR short hair in the winter: i love long hair
142*Bangs OR no bangs: long hair that comes down to eyes so i guess thats bangs?
143*hot,hairy chest guy OR ugly smooth chested guy: hot hairy i'll shave it for them haha
144*Soggy Bread OR Raw Meat: grossss
145*Justin Timberlake with a bald head OR long hair: in the middle
146*Pringles OR Doritos: doritos
147*Scary Movie OR Romantic Movie: scary
148*Dog OR Cat: dog
149*Fish OR Bird: fish
150*Sandals with socks or tennis shoes with no socks: tennis shoes w/ no socks even tho it will smell really bad i know from kalas feet hah
151*Shoes OR Sandals: shoes
152*Computer with no mouse OR Computer with no keyboard: no mouse
153*Love OR Like: love
154*Hot Or Cute: hot
155*Honest & Nerdy OR Liar & Popular: honest and nerdy mwhaha
156*100 friends or 1 best friend: 1 best friend
157*100 friends that lie all the time OR no friends: no friends
158*Hott boyfriend that never calls you OR Ugly Boyfriend that calls you when you want him to: yuck neither
160*Staple your tongue or Staple your Lip: lip
161*Long Gross nails Or no Nails at all: shjdsahhk wow ew
162*Food or drink: food
163*Spinach OR Raw Fish: raw fish...i like sushi
164*Green Beans or Refried beans: green beans
165*computer with no speakers & napster OR a computer with speakers without napster: speakers w/o napster
167*Email or Mail: email

i know where you hide

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 14:49:37 GMT

well its early and im updating and its..weird. but anyways, today is the first day of finals. i just have my PE final today which shouldnt be all that bad. most classes dont have a written test for PE, but since our teacher is so cool, we do. yesterday it was a typical school day but i had the BEST skytime ever (maybe not as good as going to yours bo) but wow it was just...amazing. math we took a pre-final and well lets just say im moving to alegebra. which i guess isnt bad since i am a freshman in geometry, so i guess it just wasn't right for me. afterschool i went home with shelby and we hung out, studied a tad then went to peer court. that was a very intereting peer court for many reasons. hahaha wow shelby good times i love you. when i came home i ate at the speed of light then jeff came over. I BEAT HIM AT MARIO KART FOR GAMECUBE WOOHOO! the so called master got beat, it makes me feel good. then we played sorry the board game (dont make fun) and watched the end of the blazer game and this rebel millionaire show. we relized he really had to go or else he was gonna get in trouble so he left around 10. i watched real world and laguna beach and then hit the hay. now i got up late and i probably wont look so great today at school, but who cares. afterschool i have to go to the sunset wrestling match at sunset. that should be cool. being a wrestling manager so far has been really fun and im glad vera is doing it with me because it just makes it that much better.

well thats all. <3333

jeff i wuv you googlybear hahaha.

survey time

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 05:37:19 GMT

EDIT* wow im really smart cuz on the past month questions i relized it was the past month but later on i guess i forgot or something cuz some of those are not true and i just reread them and wow i feel dumb.

survey for all you bitches thanks to bo<333

LEVEL ONE
-- Name: Melanie
-- Birthdate: September 14th
-- Birthplace: Margate City, NJ
--Current Location: Beaverton, OR
-- Eye Color: Hazel
-- Hair Color: Brown
-- Height: 5'4"
- Right or Lefty: Lefty baby
-- Zodiac Sign: Virgo

LEVEL TWO
-- Your heritage: Uhh...sad cuz all i know is i have polish and russian
-- The shoes you wore today: rod laverasd aksda i dont know how to spell it the one adidas shoes
-- Your weakness: getting kissed on the neck ;-)
-- Your fears: aliens and feet...shut up.
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: rich and famous

LEVEL THREE
-- Your most overused phrase: whore or fool
-- Your thoughts first waking up: on a school day....NOOOOOOOOOO
-- Your best physical feature: i really couldnt tell you.
-- Your bedtime: on school nights i try for 10...it never works

LEVEL FOUR
-- Pepsi or Coke: coke
-- McDonalds or Burger King: mickey d's, burger king made me throw up once and ive never been back since
-- Single or group dates: wellll thats hard. single is more..personal
-- Adidas or Nike: adidas
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: dont really like tea.
-- Chocolate or vanilla: swirl
-- Cappuccino or coffee: coffee

LEVEL FIVE
-- Smoke: No
-- Cuss: when im really mad or really happy
-- Sing: of course!
-- Take a shower everyday: every morning to be exact
-- Have a crush(es): could it be...my boyfriend?
-- Do you think you've been in love: i can honestly say yes.
-- Excited to go to college or university?: yeah but sad to leave some friends behind
-- Like high school: better than middle school thats for sure
-- Want to get married: to adam levine..but that probably wont happen.
-- Believe in yourself: on certain days.
-- Get motion sickness: not really
-- Think you're attractive: ehhh my self confidence is on the low side
-- Think you're a health freak: hahaha no no no
-- Get along with your parents: mostly yeah
-- Like thunderstorms: not if im in an airplane flying in them...that scares me.

LEVEL SIX: In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: no
-- Smoked: no
-- Made out: just kiss so far
-- Gone on a date: even on a triple one
-- Gone to the mall: of course
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: nope
-- Eaten sushi: who do you think i am? vera and i go at least 3 times a month
-- Been on stage: i was born to be on stage
-- Been dumped: yeah EDIT* nope my first mistake on this stupid thing the last time i got dumped awhile ago
-- Gone skating: yeah EDIT* yeah no
-- Made homemade cookies: break and bake the best kind.
-- Gone skinny dipping: no
-- Dyed your hair: yup
-- Stolen anything: dont want to even get started with that one EDIT* the story i was refering to happened in the PAST not in the month

LEVEL SEVEN: Ever..
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no
-- Been caught doing something: yes
-- Been called a tease: yes
-- Gotten beaten up: not really but if you count my brother.
-- Changed who you were to fit in: no

LEVEL EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: after college
-- Numbers and Names of Children: i want 2 a girl named taylor and a boy named ashton if not ashton then zach
-- Describe your dream wedding: as long as teh weather is good im good with that cuz i want it outside.
-- How do you want to die: not painfully
-- Where you want to go to college/university?: california or new york
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: actress or an editor or writer of a magazine
-- What country would you most like to visit: europe
LEVEL NINE: In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color? blue
-- Best hair color? brown
-- Short or long hair: long hair is my favorite but jeff looks just fine without it :-D
-- Height: for some reason i always pick the tall ones that are like 6 foot
-- Best weight: physically fit
-- Best articles of clothing: anything that looks good on them
-- Best first date location: walking on the beach but that wont happen in oregon

LEVEL TEN
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: 0
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: maybe 5
-- Number of CDs: more than on my fingers and toes i know that
-- Number of piercings: 3
-- Number of tattoos: none
-- Number of scars on my body: not really any
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: too much

A p p e a r a n c e
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: black workout pants...jsut got back from the gym
WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?: gray OSU shirt
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: green day american idiot cd..i just burned it so i dont know the names yet
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: nothing really
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: warm in my room rainy outside
HOW ARE YOU?: perfectly fine

--H a v e Y o u--
BROKEN THE LAW: yup
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: when i was like 1 long story its a cute one tho
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: si
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: ...didnt they ask this one
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: too many to count vera and shelby those were the days
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: nope.
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: yes but they knew
DITCHED SCHOOL BEFORE: well stayed home cuz i didnt wanna go but that doesnt really count does it?
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: no but ive passed out twice so kinda
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: not school
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: of course!

L o v e
BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND: jeff chase right now
SEXUALITY: straight
BEEN IN LOVE?: aw yes
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: cheating
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: hahahah oh boy yes
IF YOU COULD DATE ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS WHO WOULD IT BE: adam levine or ashton kutcher..their my friends right?

R a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: nope.
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: a really really really old mix
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: red
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: things going my way
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST? all my friends and boyfriend
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: no idea a good one tho
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: i have alot of those
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: be the crazy person i am

W h e n / W h a t W a s T h e L a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: oh maybe like 3 weeks ago
GOT A REAL LETTER? i dont really want to remember that thank you very much. but lets just say its ripped up now.
YOU GOT E-MAIL: today
THING YOU PURCHASED: starbucks and a gingerbread thing for me and vera today
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED?: i havent watched tv today and i forget waht i watched yesterday
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: the incredles

blazer game

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 05:11:09 GMT

went to the blazer game with the brother. saw jeff there and he conviently 1 section away. we didnt really get to talk to him tho cuz of my "intimidating" brother. we had a texting party anyways so that was good enough and i got to glance over at him. yaaay. heres some pictures. and THANK YOU BO AND LIZ MY LJ MASTERS!!!!! I LOVE YOU BOTH!!!!

i love thundersticks my brother and i made a contraption of one around my face
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aww brother sister moment
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WHOOOOOA hahah we look like we're getting blown back
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BANG BANG...hes dead
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he was trying to drive but we got a quick one in anyways.