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[02 Apr 2005|03:51pm] |
this has been a good weekend so far. i went to veras yesterday with her and marisa. we just pranked our hearts out as childish as that sounds it was the most hilarious thing ever.
so vera tries pranking our friend tyler and pretending to be his ex with a manly voice but she starts cracking up so she hands the phone to me but before she was like hey tyler its kya
then when i get the phone i do a deep voice and im like "hey tyler sorry its kya give me a call back ok hunny." but then i hear laughing. so im like oh...your on the phone and start dying so i have to hang up. hahaha.
then i called one of these guys vera used to like. and his friend picks up and i was like hey can i talk to ___. and hes like hes babysitting his sister. and i was like HE DOESNT HAVE A SISTER. and hes like how well do you know him? and i was like lets just say im webster and hes the dictionary.
our best one yet was vera pretending to be someone but im not gonna go into that for the safety of people.
( now the good stuff )
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[26 Mar 2005|05:55pm] |
this spring break has been..ok? i guess so. i just have been hanging out with friends and relaxing the whole time. he came home last night and hasnt been online or anything so i dont know whats going on. i really want to hang out with him but on another note like in legally blonde...
( I GOT BANGS..but i hate them )
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[21 Mar 2005|04:47pm] |
just got back from a day at seaside. bought a bathing suit and saw some animals. boring stuff.
happy spring break tho.
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[17 Mar 2005|09:55pm] |
i stayed home sick and watched mr.rogers.
highlight of my life.
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[11 Mar 2005|12:12pm] |
psh. nothing in my life. except for the fact that bowie and i made about 10 videos yesterday. greatest thing ever. along with watching disney mania dvd with raven getting sandwiched by tajh mowry and orlando brown. they were all up in that. and her ltitle brother is the greatest invention to earth. too many good times.
..your palms are sweaty. haha.
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[27 Feb 2005|03:17pm] |
well yesterday was a great day. went to lloyd center with bowie and trevor. and then i went to my house picked up shivani and went to the game. we won! then over to veras for alyssas little get together. that was fun stuff. and today i dunno maybe movies? who knows.
i know your all wondering what i look like without braces so..
( saturdayEEEEEEEE )
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[26 Feb 2005|11:07am] |
yay i got my braces off. things have been going great for me lately and i have no clue why? i think im interested in someone. and its really weird. ahh i dunno. going downtown with bo today then at veras for a little get together. and tomorrow movies with tyler, alex, shivani and carissa yay.
too bad im too stupid to figure out crest whitestrips. i had them in and they fell off and i didnt put them in right and i was confused. then i was talking with a lisp it was a diaster.
oh well. peace homies.
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[14 Feb 2005|03:41pm] |
sorry i dont write as much as i used to. im gonna start again its just hard and i wish i could post pictures that are cool and all that stuff but my mom wont give me the camera until i get the money back that someone owes me for it.
anyways since its valentines day i decided to do a special edition of my livejournal.
now some of you lucky few out there have someone to spend valentines day with. me on the other hand havent had that someone for 15 years of my life. love is an excuse to get hurt. but i cant help but want that guy to spend it with. these past days i have moped around thinking about my first love. then i watched the notebook today which made me think even harder. i've been crying my eyes out for days and only i know why. i miss him basically. he came to me..did you know that? he had the nerve to talk to me and tell me he missed me and wanted me and his girlfriend didn't know he was doing this. HA thats one word i have to say to that. oh and BULL SHIT. i was good though no worries because to him i know he was just playing one big joke. just like always. just for laughs. maybe she would fall for it this time? yeah i didn't. but i dont know if he was joking. he never said. and i will never know and leave it in the back of my mind forever. thats what hit me hard. i cried thinking mabye he wasnt joking? i let my hopes get so high. then today i when i saw the notebook i just balled my eyes out more. thinking about their relationship. it was like ours. we constantly fought and argued about everything. yet we had that one thing in common. the one thing that kept us together. we were crazy about each other. we were in love. well of course i also fell in love with a guy who ended up not caring and not like noah sooo it went down the drain. and here i am reflecting on it because one its valentines day and two the day we started going out is approaching. i write all of this in here because i needed to get it off my chest. and i not a lot of people i know read this from my school that know me. and the people that do..i trust. at least this is the first time ive thought about him in awhile and i have told myself im ready to move on. i just need to get all that off my chest to make the next step. so there it was. now bring it on. hope everyone else had a good one.
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[30 Jan 2005|08:36pm] |
sorry about this gap. i wanted to wait till i got the pics back from bowie and i downtown but her being so cool deleted almost al lof them when they were hot stuff. man whatta whore.
more to come later.
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[16 Jan 2005|10:51pm] |
school this week was interesting. on wednesday we lost to hillsboro and i had to wait half an hour for them to be done because they couldnt put the mat back but then joe gave me a ride and we were gonna go to coldstone but it was closed. on friday it was freaking funny in math class wooow i love that. and on friday we played jesuit and won ALL the games. the game was kinda upsetting at some points but a lot of people went and we had a good crowd. then on saturday i lounged around until kala came over and chilled and that was great. then today i hung out at home and was gonna hang out javid but that didnt work out so i went ot the movies with shivani greg vera and tyler parker. we saw coach carter and i liked it and i like robert ri'chard. he was the coaches son and he was soooo hot. now im home and vera is asleep already but thats no suprise and here are some pictures for your enjoyment
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[09 Jan 2005|06:34pm] |
dont feel like updating cuz i feel really sick
we beat aloha for girls basketball and we got ot hang out with the aloha guys and that was fun
on saturday wrestling tournament at the hoop and that was so freaking funny. and i love my boy. then afterwards me and vera chilled with some of the wrestlers went to dinner and pool and that was fun.
thats all you get suckas.
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[06 Jan 2005|05:49pm] |
i can honestly say yesterday was definitely one of the best days of my life! for confidentualty i shall not say names and post him as Big Bird since that is his codename.
so if your my friend you know im in LOVE with big bird and the whole sign thing and yeah. so kala was like hey did you like your sign? and hes like yeah! and smiled at me. then hes like do you need a ride later? and i was like umm sure. so then at the meet we have small talk and then i have to take stats. when i get back i sit in front of him and his legs were spread really open so i was like can you close your legs? and hes like sure wanna lay on the bakc of them? and i was like uh ok! so i was up against his legs closed in so it could support my back. then he went to get food and when he came back he sat NEXT to me instead and of course with my luck i had to go take stats in the middle of when we were talking. when i got back tho he did that leg thing and asked if i wanted to listen to his ipod. sublime, good stuff. and just we did little flirty things like that and i LOVED it. then when we came back he gave me kala and rory a ride but i got SHOTGUN holler haha. and when he got to my house (i have a steep driveway) he was like be safe up that driveway damn its steep. haha. and yup that was my glorious night and i didnt see him today tho :( so i couldnt talk more and OH YEAH he was mad at me cuz i wrote i love you on his AND rorys so he didnt feel special aww poor thing. but tomorrow at school im definitely talking to him. now i dont like Big Bird because he is a HUGE flirt and i dont know alot about him now but if we talked more and stuff it could be possible but who really knows right?
well thanks for letting me spill hope you guys are having as much luck as i am <333
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[04 Jan 2005|08:27pm] |
too lazy to post pictures if you REALLY wanna see them (dont blame you their so hot) go to
www.picturetrail.com/melave
thank you for your time.
i love BB kala loves LB and vera loves BBB but shes been bailing on him lately.
but today was the best day for Big Bird aw snap i cant wait for his repsonse tomorrow :D haha.
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[02 Jan 2005|08:57pm] |
holy shit. yesterday was the funniest day of my life with vera. first she came over around 1 and then we got ready and went to see fat albert. stupid movie but lots of hot black guys in it so of course i was in heaven. then we came home and took HOT pictures because we were looking fine that day. and i dunno the things we did and said all night we would almost pee our pants laughing it was amazing.
i'll post pics later the site is being a douche
speaking of douches i know a huge one right now :D you are a lying effer and i hate your guts. so how does that feel?
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[01 Jan 2005|11:51am] |
gilkurtis credit for the icon.
rachel bilson is beautiful. i idolize that girl.

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| man here i go again. |
[01 Jan 2005|10:38am] |
im getting bad at this again. but you cant blame since its winter break and im out and about a lot? but florida was..alright. it was just hard cuz i had to look at my grandpa in the hosptial stay with my grandma who recently just went pretty much blind and hear about that stuff happening in asia since my brother is in thailand right now. 100,000 people dead. you dont even know how i feel we wanted him to come home early but now hes not and it just scares me to death.
on a lighter note i'll just say last night was fun. me, ve, and shelby went to this party with aloha guys and marisa, adriane, angel and ariel were all there too. and we stayed and watched the ball dropped and just chilled the whole time and i got to meet a lot of new people which is always good. we left around 12:40 and i just came home and talked online...TILL 3. damn i havent stayed up that long in so long. this school year i usually fall asleep around 12. haha what a party pooper. so that felt like old times when i used to talk to a certain someone on the phone till like 3 or 4. oh god what am i doing? i dont even know. my life is just so...stupid? haha to sound like a little kid right now. i thot being single would be fun and i would get a lot from it but the moment i am i want a boyfriend again. grrr i hate the boy life.
oh well happy new years!
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IN FLORIDA TILL NEXT TUESDAY MERRY CHRISTMAS HAPPY HOLIDAYS <3
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[19 Dec 2004|12:13am] |
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heres a survey cuz i dont wanna update i had fun tonight tho with my girls at the gift exchange! and just ahhh life is weird right now so here ya go
( boom )
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[13 Dec 2004|09:27pm] |
Friday-went home with kaci and we went to every basketball game possible and also won every one of them. we beat westview by like 20 points each time but on varisty we beat them by about 50. thats what you get when yours 1st in state, 9th in nation baby! then i spent the night at her house and we watched some NOGGIN then hung out and watched dodgeball but we both fell asleep so the next morning we watched it again and then i left. WE WERE FINALLY REUINTED!
Saturday-got ready real fast then went with my mom downtown. i got a lotta clothes from buffalo exchange which were really cute and the nwent to the cafe. i ate some lunch with my brother then he took me home and he went to play basketball. then matt bula picked me up and took me over to jeffs for his bday party. we watched tv and movies basicalyl the whole time but it was still fun. unfortunately some things happened and me and jeff are no longer together...for now. i just need some time and then im sure we wil lbe back together but for now i just need a little break because i didnt want to hurt him or myself anymore.
Sunday-i had to get some community service done so i went to this jewish thing with my dad. we had to solicitate people and thank them for pledges. it was all jewish people i felt like i was home at israel. haha sorry wow im cool. then i came home and did some chores and homewokr and waited for my brother to pick me up and go to the mall to get the parentals some presents cuz tonight was the gift exchange. when we got home we had a big dinner and i got open all my presents. i got an acoustic guitar ((favorite gift)) an ipod ((FINALLY!!)), clothes and some money. so i think i made out pretty well. :D
Monday-school day as usual. thank god nothing was awkward. OMG BEST THING THAT COULD EVER HAPPEN TO ME ..DID!! i love you kala wow i love your connections! i came to school alte tho cuz i accidently set my alarm for 6:30PM. wow im smart. classes as usual. i love shivani and our lunch dates. and wow it was an all around good day. after school me and vera and kala cleaned mats then me and ve went to PALS for yet again more community service. only 8 more hours to go thank god! then afterwards we made a dash to my orthodontist and he told me i have one more appointment then the one after that i get my braces off! yay 2 more months about then im BRACESFREE!!! then afterwards we ate fast and went to dance with kala and shelby but since they are quitters vera and i finished up the class and now im home about to do some homework cuz i had NO time. yay for guitar lessons with michael. ireally need them so far im just strumming away.
SORRY for the longess. hope yo ucan understand. <333
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